IF YOUR NOT WITH ME! YOU'RE AGAINST ME! lol.

LOVE YOU BOSTON ROB!

You remember the score of the vote that I won by?!? WHY do you know that? I'm the one that won and I don't even know that. :confused:

When I played my first BB game, I got SUPER invested, too. I kept a book of all the events, what day they happened, the titles of the comps, everything. I spent every waking minute strategizing and making plans. Then, when I got evicted on Day 50, I woke up the next morning with a weight off my shoulders. I know what it feels like to get so invested, and I was shocked by it. I hadn't even realized until after I was out of the game. It was then that I got hooked. This is my 4th online BB game and only 2nd time on the Jury. My very first game (with Robbie that OTHER site) I was out before Jury, so that was tough.

where did al go again? he asked if we had any questions for him, then gone.... :(

i dont want to lose him again, how does he keep getting lost? do we need to put a bell on him?

That's a great visual, Myst!

:lmao:

several of us got into it more than we thought.... i have been bawling all week long...

You could ask me any question about any big brother i've been a part of and i will remember...I freak Lisa out with this all the time. lol

Kind words, Jarrod. In my defense, I was left completely alone in the game once Alex was evicted. Several people who I thought were on my side, weren't anymore. So, I just played the game as aggressive as possible, not caring who left as long as it wasn't me. I made it a point to not too emotionally invested in anyone because I thought that would hurt me in the long run. Turns out, it was just the opposite that lost me the game. My social skills need work, big time! I did invest myself in KC, but it turns out she was playing me like a fiddle. That one is hard to swallow.

I thought you made 49 days? You wre hoping that Ammer would be late to make 50...NO?

I had to do some cleaning... I am back now. I did not see any questions that you guys had though.

Leo... I can jump in here & defend you a bit because I played the same game you did with KC, with Jarrod. I totally understand why you feel you deserved to win, I felt the SAME way... I still joke about it with Jarrod. I played a shadier game, making a lot of moves while Jarrod was in the background for most of it. Guess who won... Not me! And I take NOTHING away from Jarrod... He deserved it, because of the game he played... He kept his jury votes. There was too much bad feelings, cuz I was responsible for so many evictions and people couldn't get past it. And I get it so much more now being on the other side of it. You played a STELLAR game... But KC outdid you. I have mad props for you, even though you played me which I knew you were, just couldn't do anything about it... :heart:

Yeah, I'm learning now that we all got played by her in some way or another. For this being her first online BB game, she's a NATURAL at it! It's scary! :D

I remember clearly... Luke (LDBright) was my only vote!

I actually wasn't playing you at all, Paulette. Your name never came out of my mouth to anyone and I was never going to put you on the block... until that damn duo twist happened. I didn't give you more direct answers because I was trying to hide my relationship with KC. I can see now why that made it seem like I was playing you. But I wasn't. You would have always been safe with me.

According to my notes, I was evicted on Day 50. Probably would have been sooner if he hadn't delayed the game for a week, but I digress...

Paulette, was your jury question just for show? Or did my answer really have an impact on your decision?

Throw it. That was the plan. In fact, I took EXTRA long on the second HOH hoping you had it. Dammit.

We just really wanted to know :) lol...It really could be you. The details were very much the same. lol

Wow. No words.

And Robbie you would have taken KC?

Here I am! Anyone else still around?

ALEX!!!!!

bout dam time!
what cha drinkin'?

Leo, they had just cut the Jury questions down to just one each Jury member, and since you were getting all the questions, I had to throw one to KC, but here was my question for you: Are you willing to admit now to having more than a casual friendship with Alex? Also, I understand not wanting to make the two of you a target, but it pretty much happened anyway, so why hide it for so long? Inquiring minds want to know...

Straight gin, Myst!

*clears table, exchanges ashtray*

What SERVICE!!!

Sorry... I'll be around in a few :) Wifey duties... (dishes & dinner clean up!)

Haha, I love all the speculation about me and Alex. We really are just friends :)

hahaha I had no idea you guys thought we were DATING.

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alex

sucks dont it? ;)

well, we did try it once... didn't get very far...

Yeah, that came up almost immediately. The detective team of Robbie, Pink & Jarrod were on the case!!! We were certain you were dating, but if not, we figured you knew each other somehow outside the game. Did you two talk game after Alex was evicted?

Actually, no... Alex went M.I.A until today! Today was the first time we spoke since he was evicted.

big spoon!!!!!!!


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Ok that's not true. The moment I became 100% loyal to you was the moment Myst left the game. You were the only one that never lied to me, never was wishy washy with me... Did I get you to do some of the things that were better for me than you? Yes... but what was better for me WAS better for you... hence us two at the finals. I never backstabbed you when I became completely loyal.

And I had NOOOO IDEA that Josh (Leo) was even PLAYING the game until a few days in. He sent me a text and was like "I'm Leo." I was floored. And excited.